People Who Need People

I’ve been doing a bit of thinking of late about the various peoples in my life and my relationship with them. There’s just seems to be so many facets to a lot of them. I’ve had a bit of contact with people from my past recently. People who played an integral role in my formative years but these days I hardly see them. After seeing them I’m generally left with the desire to see them more often, but more often than not years will pass before we come into contact again. It’s something I feel bad about sometimes, but I also wonder if it’s actually impossible to keep in regular contact with those sorts of people. By impossible I mean keeping in regular contact with them is kind of awkward and just the tiniest bit uncomfortable. It’s not like they (and certainly not I) has forgotten the history between us, but I dunno, it just seems a little….sad.

I guess that’s just the way it is (baby).